Ward Fourteen - York District Hospital

This will be my last podcast for a little while - but the blog continues here.




Place of smells and silence

Of faces and paper

A haze of care


Lift The Patient

The Patient Is Lifted


Handflighted into bed

I can't resist


Lift The Patient

The Patient Is Lifted


Sink featherlight forever into sheets

Drift into conversations with someone.


In the rain

Two fat pigeons snuggle in.


I perch to shit on a tea tray

In the night count drips of saline

Invaded by fear

Memories of blood and light.


The old man in the bed next door shouts " Joanna!"

At least I think it was him.

The Night You Twocced My Heart

The night you twocced my heart
I thought it was secured -
Parked, locked and under lights
Taxed, tested and insured

The night you twocced my heart
I left it parked in gear
Downhill in the suburbs
And dented in the rear

The night you twocced my heart
It had been cleaned – it’s just
The exterior trim was shabby
With a lot less chrome than rust.

The night you twocced my heart.
At forty it was shaking
It backfired in the morning
And had inconsistent braking.

The night you twocced my heart
You’d have spotted something wrong
The carburettor floods
If you choke it for too long

The night you twocced my heart
The heat blew hot – then cold
The fan-belt started squeaking
And an offside tyre was bald.

The night you twocced my heart
It veered slightly to the left
Covered only by Third Party
Immune to fire or theft.

The night you twocced my heart
It did have a full tank
– A tiger’s tail and sticker
Saying “Atomkraft – Nein Danke”

The night you twocced my heart.
It’s one of the older types
Ready for a re-tune
And white Go Faster stripes.

The night you twocced my heart
I thought you’d soon despair
The clutch is always slipping
And the body needs repair

The night you twocced my heart.
Why you took it is a mystery.
It had several careless owners
And no full service history.

It isn’t a new model
It doesn’t always start
But it went from nought to sixty
The night you twocced my heart.

October

always arrives a wet dog coughing

like dawn doors in the gloom

or axe on wood


days end early too

my conker socket eyes

stare up at lower suns

dead things turn white bellied

toward the North



and first frost expected

thought lost

etched in laced dreams of glass

edges iced



and a letter to a lover

penned from the front line

ripped open eagerly

as snow falls smiling

Cheviot Lament

This is a poem and some music that I wrote in 2001 at the height of the outbreak of Foot and Mouth Disease in the North East of England. I subsequently recorded it with the superb Northumbrian Piper Andy May on his album "The Yellow -Haired Laddie " released on Fellside in 2003. It was a real honour to collaborate with Andy and I hope one day to be able to write another piece of music for him.

Sunlight

On the floor in my hallway

Early spring sunlight on our faces

We sit in shadowless conversation.


Through the open door the daffodils nod acquaintance with translucent privet

And the sweet smell of earth rises.


You tell me about the time you sat in a room for a whole day

Moving round to follow the sun

As it lit each wall in turn.


On reflection

I think that the sun followed you

And finally, at dusk

Lay with its head on your lap

As I do now.

Another Country

A set of poems that I wrote about some of my favourite American musicians. All of them dead now - except Scotty.

Another Country : Zevon Heaven

I see him standing at the door of a hotel room

Somewhere downtown

Just in his underwear

With the light behind him

Reefer Clint-clamped between his teeth

A headless gunner

Letting fly with his Colt 45

Laughing as he turns his back to

Motherfuckermotherfuckermotherfucker

Ringing in his ears




My Odeo Channel (odeo/beae3566f0ffea4e)

Another Country :The Dreams of Scotty Moore

The old man smiles

Mother of pearl

Across his fretboard

Does he dream?

Is this his dream?

That his fingers dribble over notes

Like water over the rocks of a Mississippi stream

Where the dangerous boy from Tupelo

Bathes in the spotlight

Visible only from the waist up.

Another Country :The Man in Black

His head and his hairs were white like wool, and white as snow; and his eyes were as a flame of fire; and his feet like unto fine brass,as if they burned in a furnace; and his voice as the sound of many waters.


American Bandstand. 1962.

His beltbuckle leaves a searing sunspot on the screen

As he prowls sleek and slick like the Arkansas panther

That used to follow him home from chapel.

His voice the rasp of a sharpening razor.

Beehive girls swarm the foot of the stage

Offer him all with their eyes



Tonight he ambles, a big black bear

With the barrel bellychest and saddlebag eyes

Of a man who’s spent his life in the deep darkness beneath.


Folsom Prison Blues.


That voice

Never missing a piston-beat

Of the freight-train rhythm.


His band of young gunfighters

Still watching for a finger twitch

From the Man in Black


As the song pulls into the sidings

He smiles like he’s seen the sun

Closes it softly like a piano lid

Or a coffin.

Another Country : Hickory Wind

A dead weight.


A desert night

Black

Strung out

As our bootlace ties.


The gasoline smell

A faraway city

The fleeting shadow of a man with a spear

Caught in the flames.


A promise kept.


I remember the oak tree

That we used to climb


Still


Someone should say something

As a hickory wind

Blows the smoke South.

Another Country: Crazy

Randy’s flyin’ the plane

I can see his neck muscles stretched taut

As he tries to hold us in the storm



I love that ol’ neck

The hair bed-tousled

From runnin’ jumpin’ an ‘ playin’


I want it all to stop

To feel his hands on my face


Play house.


The lights of Camden Tennessee pass

Low and fast

Underneath


I fall to pieces


Crazy

For thinking that my love could hold you

Another Country : Hank Williams' Last Drive

Young Charlie Carr's got this tune running round his head

( It’s Jambalaya - but he don't know that. He don't speak French.)

Whistles it between his teeth over heater hum and Cadi purr.


Don’t wanna wake The Man

Sweat-stetsoned in the back seat

Staring eyeless at a desert focal point

As a pallid dawn blurs by.

Do Ya Wanna Touch?

I wrote this short story a couple of years ago and it was subsequently published in Sand Magazine.

It's based on a real event.